Thursday, September 14, 2017

Problem

People act like they are doing a favor to be mean to me.  They say, "Well, let's see if you did anything wrong now."

Oh...

...and they keep following my private thoughts and thinking, "See?" like they have control over me if I am indeed nice, like I never was and just gave in!

Blame

I don't ever thing violent thoughts nor words until Ellen DeGeneres said not to when she thought she had to be mean to me and she gave me a tough time I felt.

I can feel as tho..

I can feel as tho someone I look up to is feeling excited, looking at me serious like I'm in trouble otherwise, waiting for their inappropriate stimulations.

Problem

They started it and are trying to make me feel guilty.  Some people aren't any help to me.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are coming at me trying to affect my face.

Problem

It messed up my life schedule, probably cuza my dad.

I have standards.

I don't need to be in trouble.

Problem

They are lying.

Problem

It looks like I've been put with the trash socially.  I'm with those people who are too too cute and don't have anything that interests them anymore.  They are too racially secure.

Problem

I'm stuck with annoying people who don't know how to do things who are determining my life.

Problem

They keep hurting me and telling me I did something wrong in the past.

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

They said they wanted someone else forever.

Problem

They keep ruining my life.

Problem

They acted like they just did it, all excited and final and morose.

Problem

They made me think who to replace me with, like I did something.

Problem

They're monitoring me like I have a problem, following me around like that.

Problem

They keep throwing mean things at me like they also have a grudge on me for getting upset at them bothering me like I don't understand.

Problem

They keep suggesting me as a problem.

More

They are trying to ruin my life.

People Involved

What, are they having hormones, a complex, etc., and want something to protect?

Problem

It's some sorta punishment for not having a perfect yet reasonable day in election for President.

Problem

Some people seriously think badly of me.  They probably play around but have some ideas about me.  They prevent me from talking to people who like me and make my experience very empty in ways, feeling threatened in my past about opening up.

Problem

So, it's supposedly okay I'm treated like a social danger.  Everyone makes such an ecstatic fuss about them, in a way.

cont.

It started after the world started stimulating them all the time.  Why are people acting like everything's cool and seeming confused tho?

Problem

They keep doing things like it's to bug me and are at me like I said I wanted to be with someone I like for eternity, invading their personal space.

Dunno Who Is Responsible

but suddenly or gradually I started mattering and they were given undue attention against their will supposedly but felt obliged to admit like how they are more popular and I must be hated by the world

Like "Going to Their Head" in the End, Supposedly Cuza Others

Ever since someone I look up to got inappropriately stimulated by the world all the time, I've begun to see mean messages snuck in they supposedly feel forced to have or have of me... saying I'm not that good now etc.

Problem

They keep being mean to me like it's okay.

Did you know

that dude stimulating the woman is trying to impress her, like mating season?

Defiant

I am happy for a younger female, but, instead of looking happy about themselves, they have to put in a fight against me when I didn't do anything wrong.  It's funny how other people feel so innocent but me and they think they should steal my relationships rather than share.

Who did this one?

Smart enough to say? it is interesting to analyze me like a specimen when I'm irritated?  Me?

It's just too bad.

I think my dad was being friendly.

Problem

What about how Ellen DeGeneres is mad at me for cursing on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises that were in my room for a long time that she supposedly had put there?  I keep getting bothered by messages that seem to materialize from her via things like the people monitoring me in private.

Problem

He's like one of those fish in the sea at rock bottom who lure in creatures with its light.

Problem

What has this guy got?  His family already distrusts his ways.  Funny how they were willing to put up with him, if this be so.  I wonder what he did.

Problem

This is so repulsive.

Problem

I looked up to this man, but this is, like, one of the worst things that ever happened to me.  I found someone I like a lot, and he is involved trying to do weird moves where the person gets inappropriately stimulated by the whole world, as he gloats.

Problem

An more older man I like won't stop messing with my relationship with a woman I look up to.

Bad Beasts

They want someone I look up to to cross their eyes like random punishment for me from something they think I did wrong in the past.

Problem 

I said telepathically , "I have 'stupid.'"  The cars wanted to pressure me to going crazy is why.  Now, they think they have something on me:

Problem 

I had my luggage out so my dad could bring it and he got mad and I said I was tired.  He irritated me after that.

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I'm preoccupied by my neck.

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The people are incompetent.

Problem 

People keep leaking that I can't have my relationship.  Thanks a lot to those who cause shit.

Problem

I feel like my dad "lifted" someone I look up to to be giddy.

Problem

My dad keeps ruining my life, and it's not okay.

Problem

My dad keeps acting all funky rubbing in things he thinks I did wrong in the past to annoy me and I need this to stop.  It got me mad at the hotel, and now he's just even more mad.  I just had to release some anger.