Thursday, September 14, 2017
I can feel as tho..
I can feel as tho someone I look up to is feeling excited, looking at me serious like I'm in trouble otherwise, waiting for their inappropriate stimulations.
Dunno Who Is Responsible
but suddenly or gradually I started mattering and they were given undue attention against their will supposedly but felt obliged to admit like how they are more popular and I must be hated by the world
Like "Going to Their Head" in the End, Supposedly Cuza Others
Ever since someone I look up to got inappropriately stimulated by the world all the time, I've begun to see mean messages snuck in they supposedly feel forced to have or have of me... saying I'm not that good now etc.
Who did this one?
Smart enough to say? it is interesting to analyze me like a specimen when I'm irritated? Me?
Problem
What about how Ellen DeGeneres is mad at me for cursing on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises that were in my room for a long time that she supposedly had put there? I keep getting bothered by messages that seem to materialize from her via things like the people monitoring me in private.
Bad Beasts
They want someone I look up to to cross their eyes like random punishment for me from something they think I did wrong in the past.
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