Think It's Cute

to be all caught up like this inappropriate stimulation is just a safety precaution experience to get something under control.

I already realize..

..they're just punishing me for no reason and think this shit is necessary.

Problem

They keep being bad to me using an excuse as tho I started something, which is a lie.

Being Bad?

I keep being flailed at like I'm bad because I feel tacky a little sometimes.

Making Up Rules Just for Me Like I Don't Matter Racially

Like, if I get upset when eating, all the food commercials are there to be suggestive to me and make me mad I can't eat how I like.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private pretended I did something wrong and said someone I like won't do something they suggested to me.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are being mean like that's okay.

I was just going to the kitchen to get water.

Problem

My dad is being mean to me on purpose again but not to anyone else, and I kept wanting him to stop and then a bad word came to mind and my dad and mom are acting all ballistic and bemused like I have to lose a relationship I just got, like clockwork.  My dad thinks he has to believe his mom and his little sister has a say in my life, his oldest little sister.