Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Church

A lady at church keeps on my case bothering me cuz I closed my eyes at the retreat when tired.  She's older than me and from this area.

Question

So, why was that more older man I liked so mean?

You think

it's okay to say I'm in that big of trouble.

You're just set up

to be mean to me.

What

What do you think you are racially?

Problem

They keep saying I give in to them.  They wait for me to stop being interested in the fight.

Funny Thoughts

People are superstitious that certain related things must not be processed because it will make an imprint.. rather than communicate nor to help make it better by thinking about the problem to solve what it was.

Problem

They have some people out there treating me like I'm crap.

They take out their delayed hormones on me.

Problem

They keep bothering me.

Problem

They won't stop being bad just to me.  Racists!  Nazis!

Problem

They just keep freaking out if I do something weird or if I get upset and can't handle something in my thoughts.

Problem

They keep acting up.  They are so fussy.  They keep wanting me to be in trouble, like for posting this, for example.

Problem

They said I lost a relationship cuz I'm upset they keep coming on like I'm bad.

Funny

Why do they think my dad's oldest younger sister needs to take the place of my mom?  I can feel her patterns in their thinking I'm being bad, like in posting this for example..

Problems

The people monitoring me in private keep saying I can't have my last big relationship if I think off one thought, now.

They accuse me and judge me and my private thoughts and getting by, like a slave.