Thursday, September 28, 2017

Problem

People monitoring me in private think they got me if I need a rest in my mind from arguing.

Problem

They are pretending I am stupid and believe stupid things.

Problem

They treat me like trash.

Problem

They keep on being mean to me.

Yea..

..they keep getting by like I did something to them and I shouldn't have lived.

Problem

They say someone I like keeps positioning themselves in the fantasy that I made them do things for me emotionally like that's a price to pay, when someone older loves you.

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

These people won't stop ruining my life.

That "coocoo" thing is hard to keep off.

Problem

It's not your decision.

Problem

They're just getting away with being shit to me.

Problem

They instilled "coocoo" on me for my last post.

Problem

Now what?  They keep saying like they should have a baby and be mean to me.  They held that button for a long time when I reported it nicely.

Problem

They held the Save button on my blog a long time and said there was an error in my last post.

Problem

Every time I meet someone, they want them to have kids instead of talk to me.  That's okay, but they didn't want kids.

I didn't

mean anything wrong.

Stupid

They want me to forgive them and take it back.

Shit

I'm nice.  I know you people are shit.

So..

If anyone thinks I'm shit to be born, I don't really wish for whoever did it's life.  I feel more mad the more they suggest someone I like said it.  I kinda believe it.

I wouldn't really do anything, but it's hard to say how much I hate them and if anyone would think it matters or cares.  They didn't talk to me; I don't wish for their life, in some way.  Why?  They think my death is okay but care about everyone else.  Like this is all some joke.  Everyone thinks it's just people doing it in case someone else says it anyway, to scare them off.  I don't believe it.  I don't like someone tho sometimes.

The people monitoring me in private are just being stupid saying is this my confession.  I confess people outside said someone I like wants my soul tortured and not to exist since small.

Joke

My death.

Joke

People keep saying someone I like keeps putting me in a position like I forced myself on them when before they said they were okay with me and hurt me in sadistic ways.

Problem

They are pretending that or trying to ruin my life no matter where I go.

Authoritarian Complex

They keep being mean to me saying it's someone I like.

This shouldn't ring a bell.

Am I being put in relationships only to be "handed over" to being changed for the worse, while the other people catch up and change?

Problem

The people monitoring me in private have problems..

Riddles

trying to be able to say I made them do things for me

Problem

They are asking why I don't do something and others don't "have" to do it.

Problem

They are pretending I cling to people and they do stuff for me.

Problem

They won't stop saying stupid things.

Wacked Out

What is wrong?  I'm not just being picky.

Problem

That person wasn't supposed to be, like, killed and get that much attention like that anyway.

Drama

They said someone I liked turned into a small body with a bulb head and said, "No, I said what I said..."

They are trying to rub in other people and things how I don't wanna.

Problem

They keep bothering me.

Problem

People are acting like I have a problem with how prestigious people are that I am willing to talk to but not for other people.

More Drama Involved

I'm trying to get along with my mom being mean to me, but people are pretending I give her a hard time and trying to look cute saying I shouldn't be allowed around her.

Problem

My dad seems to have turned on me since moving to the Orlando area, giving me .."ideas."

Problem

Supposedly, my neighbors have been in contact with the people monitoring me in private.  They think my relationship is for them and are messing with other people's dignity saying why don't you just "have" them instead.  They are mad they didn't make it in life in some suggestive way to get me in trouble.

Problem

They don't care about me.  They can be lunatics for me to copy all around me, but they are whining about other people being different.

So, pretty much..

..they're getting me caught up in problems now.. and they throw ideas at me and use people as a threat to be mean to them if I don'tlisten

Problem

Why won't these problems stop.  I'm not in the business for this.

Problem

They keep acting funny like I was mean to someone when they were messing around with my relationships and still are.  They think they proved someone didn't get enough attention, from me.  What liars.

Problem

I don't have structured activities to do and they make me feel bad about myself sitting around.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres made people monitor me in private always act like someone how I don't wanna since 2012.

I also was trapped feeling uncomfortable watching her show, every day.

Problem

I get in trouble, and it's like all these thoughts are thrown at me and affecting me on the inside.

Problem

My mom keeps messing with who to rub in as a relationship and acts like a moron doing it.

Problem

I almost masturbated, and they got all excited because I decided not to.  I feel bothered, and they're talking about it.