Thursday, September 28, 2017

Drama

They said someone I liked turned into a small body with a bulb head and said, "No, I said what I said..."

They are trying to rub in other people and things how I don't wanna.

Problem

They keep bothering me.

Problem

People are acting like I have a problem with how prestigious people are that I am willing to talk to but not for other people.

More Drama Involved

I'm trying to get along with my mom being mean to me, but people are pretending I give her a hard time and trying to look cute saying I shouldn't be allowed around her.

Problem

My dad seems to have turned on me since moving to the Orlando area, giving me .."ideas."

Problem

Supposedly, my neighbors have been in contact with the people monitoring me in private.  They think my relationship is for them and are messing with other people's dignity saying why don't you just "have" them instead.  They are mad they didn't make it in life in some suggestive way to get me in trouble.

Problem

They don't care about me.  They can be lunatics for me to copy all around me, but they are whining about other people being different.

So, pretty much..

..they're getting me caught up in problems now.. and they throw ideas at me and use people as a threat to be mean to them if I don'tlisten

Problem

Why won't these problems stop.  I'm not in the business for this.

Problem

They keep acting funny like I was mean to someone when they were messing around with my relationships and still are.  They think they proved someone didn't get enough attention, from me.  What liars.

Problem

I don't have structured activities to do and they make me feel bad about myself sitting around.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres made people monitor me in private always act like someone how I don't wanna since 2012.

I also was trapped feeling uncomfortable watching her show, every day.

Problem

I get in trouble, and it's like all these thoughts are thrown at me and affecting me on the inside.

Problem

My mom keeps messing with who to rub in as a relationship and acts like a moron doing it.

Problem

I almost masturbated, and they got all excited because I decided not to.  I feel bothered, and they're talking about it.

Wednesday, September 27, 2017

Problem

I feel like a robot without a mood trying not to feel mad when I type at all with the people monitoring me in private.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are telling him what I do and he just gets more upset when I don't hate myself.  He insists he is so mentally ill he needs the police, it seems.

Problem

My dad just escalated, when I'm friendly.  He only is intrusive, rather than truly friendly, oftentimes.

Problem

Like, he's just all up in my private life.

Problem

He keeps thinking about a grudge on me like a relationship has to be ruined

Problem

My dad won't stop acting snide to me like I'm small and goofy and bad when I'm nice like he'll never forgive me for one thing kinda silly?

Problem

They are going thru a ritual ruining someone I look up to, fighting, slamming at them to degrade themselves in twisted ways.

Problem 

Someone keeps hurting me if I feel affectionate like I am in their personal space.

Problem 

The TV is on where I am and they said someone I like wants someone to die cuz they are mad at me tho I didn't do anything wrong.  Just my texting style how I am actually mad. Why aren't whoever wants someone to die in trouble?

Worrysome

They are probably freaking out like I'm mad at someone I like.

Problem 

People keep plowing on ruining my life.

Problem 

They keep messing with other people.

Problem

I keep detecting inappropriate messages that from them are unfortunate.

Problem 

They think they can make me feel knocked out like something isn't for me.  They think it's cool and are messing with my dignity.

Problem 

They indicated someone I like basically said I was shit because I'm not perfect but actually pretty good.

Suicidal Issues

They said I can't find happiness from others but Hollywood but nothing "good." They don't want me to experience life,

and

ruining my life, trying to convince me and change how I feel.

Problem 

They keep pretending I'm a bad person.

Problem 

They want it to pop up at random times.

Problem 

Cars outside are saying a relationship is ruined for picky reasons.

Problem 

They won't stop bothering me.

Problem 

They are acting like I am in a tacky situation I dislike too close to someone how I don't wanna.

Problem

They are adding more problems wasting my time being mean to me.

Supposedly

someone I know who was mean to me wants to get at me for not liking what they did and showing physical signs of anger..

Problem

They won't leave me alone concerning someone in a bad way.

Problem

They didn't stop.

Problem

They won't stop.  They are trying to make me look like shit.

Why do these disgusting figures

I feel are watching me have time to poop around?  They are downright nasty.  They pretended I was so close to someone I was the same person and their baby, and I didn't like other aspects of it, neither.

Disturbed

They made a noise that threw me off physically somewhere just because I was upset at them being mean to me, tho I didn't do anything.

Tuesday, September 26, 2017

Problem 

They keep acting like I'm bad and threatening me and saying the police won't stop them.  They are mean to other people.  They are saying I am mean.

Problem

They made a glitch on the computer look like a cute pictures has  ghost black beard.

Problem

They keep sneakily ruining my life and treating me disgustingly.

Monday, September 25, 2017

Problem 

They keep wanting me to feel inappropriate like I'm bad.

Sunday, September 24, 2017

Problem

My dad keeps thinking he can discipline my attitude.

Problem 

My dad wants to get at me for showing physical signs of anger.

Problem 

People might be making up reasons to inappropriately stimulate a woman I look up to.

Saturday, September 23, 2017

Problem

Someone I liked, a man, keeps messing with my personal communication.

Problems

I keep getting hurt because people are monitoring me in private.

Friday, September 22, 2017

Think It's Cute

to be all caught up like this inappropriate stimulation is just a safety precaution experience to get something under control.

I already realize..

..they're just punishing me for no reason and think this shit is necessary.

Problem

They keep being bad to me using an excuse as tho I started something, which is a lie.

Being Bad?

I keep being flailed at like I'm bad because I feel tacky a little sometimes.

Making Up Rules Just for Me Like I Don't Matter Racially

Like, if I get upset when eating, all the food commercials are there to be suggestive to me and make me mad I can't eat how I like.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private pretended I did something wrong and said someone I like won't do something they suggested to me.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are being mean like that's okay.

I was just going to the kitchen to get water.

Problem

My dad is being mean to me on purpose again but not to anyone else, and I kept wanting him to stop and then a bad word came to mind and my dad and mom are acting all ballistic and bemused like I have to lose a relationship I just got, like clockwork.  My dad thinks he has to believe his mom and his little sister has a say in my life, his oldest little sister.

Thursday, September 21, 2017

Problem

They keep acting like they can abuse me because they are nice to me, too.

Problem

They said I have to associate with someone how I don't wanna cuz I keep turning their hurt away.

I'm guessing

they wanted to pretend there was a reason - sounds crazy.

Problem

They keep acting like I did something wrong.

How would it be right

to say I deserve to be in trouble while others "bask in glory" in inappropriate ways and setting me up to feel good forgetting about me?  They were forced by others.

Problem 

They said I was in trouble like I offended someone and I don't know if there is s reason.

Wednesday, September 20, 2017

This just in

They said my dad's oldest younger sister wished this extended nonsense about inappropriately stimulating someone I look up to.

Problem

People keep getting mad at me if I did something that I would rather not at any point in life, by accident etc.

Regiment

That I will never get something important to me emotionally because I believe they are bad and they think I'm on some social program with them and that I could have simply done better.

Problems

They keep pushing someone to think about what they want for eternal life and took away my earthly relationship with them partially.

They are gonna judge me if I strongly disagree with something someone made me think.

Problem

People are trying to say I'm associated with others as a bad person.  They also say I fought when I just have the right to judge what I want and was extremely mortified and unjustified compared to other people.  I'm not mad at anyone but feel like they are saying my life is over as I know it and not getting better as a whole. They are all rosy happy I'm in trouble and don't seem to understand why it's like that for me.  They think I did something and don't deserve attention and remain fixated on that idea.

"Taking Action"

People think me getting attention from someone of a certain culture is too good for me.

Problem

I posted a picture of me as a baby, and people involved monitoring me in private made all the disgusting parts of mean black males masturbate it.

Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Church

A lady at church keeps on my case bothering me cuz I closed my eyes at the retreat when tired.  She's older than me and from this area.

Question

So, why was that more older man I liked so mean?

You think

it's okay to say I'm in that big of trouble.

You're just set up

to be mean to me.

What

What do you think you are racially?

Problem

They keep saying I give in to them.  They wait for me to stop being interested in the fight.

Funny Thoughts

People are superstitious that certain related things must not be processed because it will make an imprint.. rather than communicate nor to help make it better by thinking about the problem to solve what it was.

Problem

They have some people out there treating me like I'm crap.

They take out their delayed hormones on me.

Problem

They keep bothering me.

Problem

They won't stop being bad just to me.  Racists!  Nazis!

Problem

They just keep freaking out if I do something weird or if I get upset and can't handle something in my thoughts.

Problem

They keep acting up.  They are so fussy.  They keep wanting me to be in trouble, like for posting this, for example.

Problem

They said I lost a relationship cuz I'm upset they keep coming on like I'm bad.

Funny

Why do they think my dad's oldest younger sister needs to take the place of my mom?  I can feel her patterns in their thinking I'm being bad, like in posting this for example..

Problems

The people monitoring me in private keep saying I can't have my last big relationship if I think off one thought, now.

They accuse me and judge me and my private thoughts and getting by, like a slave.

Monday, September 18, 2017

Problem

What if he accidentally took advantage of her weaknesses or soft spot?

I figured it out.

That man follows protocol on stimulating Late Boomers and is casual in a way the woman is.

Problem

A more older man I liked keeps insisting I want him to inappropriately stimulate me.  It seems to suggest he wants to take away my relationships with a more older woman I look up to and keep inappropriately stimulating them to bother me.

Why is this man

going over?

Apology

for that night I was upset, but oh well you can see me as trash

Now, I may be messed up, but..

..there are some people I can tolerate and some people I can't that I actually loathe in reality.

cont.

It was that it was not for me but for someone else, and he had to pretend I wanted it.

Problem

I think that more older man I liked just admitted he did it, like nothing just happened.

Problem

They keep having people communicate with me like they like me.  However, they keep bringing them up only to say I'm a problem and to have other people get involved like I don't care inappropriately stimulating them or testing them or threatening they will, like it's something they like when it isn't something they like.

Problem

A more older man I liked keeps inappropriately stimulating a woman I looked up to.  They can't even talk to me anymore, or else they will inappropriately stimulate them.  I was never supposed to meet the man, too.

Saturday, September 16, 2017

Problem

They keep trying to make me feel bad acting awkwardly.