Friday, September 15, 2017

Problem 

They want someone I look up to to feel like the baby and me like a lump and like someone else I don't wanna, in some reality.

Problem 

People were looking at me meanly and people are acting like I'm touching someone how I don't wanna!

Problem 

These disliked older men keep acting like they can call on an old feeling of me wanting to get back at them for insulting me, like physically.

Problem 

I don't have anything! People keep looking at me meanly. The people involved monitoring me in private think they got this, inappropriately stimulating me but like I'm shit.

Problem 

They want things to pop up in my future.

Problem 

I'm getting nasty hidden messages supposedly by someone I look up to.

Problem 

They won't stop trying to stimulate me to someone how I don't wanna and replacing someone else I like they are supposedly being encouraged to take back being nice to me.

Problem 

They want to ruin more than my head.  They want me to "go to" do someone I however don't wanna like I did something.  Everyone outside won't stop.

Problem

Supposedly, someone I look up to keeps acting inappropriately stimulated like a little kid, the way they appear in my life.

Staying Safe

The people monitoring me in private are concocting a lie about me because they saw I was upset about a sequence of events in which I accidentally thought harm on my parents for abusing me emotionally secretly telepathically and I realized why, that it could be seen as because of someone else and their saying they'll be mad if they're nice to me so pretend they did it.

Problem

I can't settle down before I practice.

Problem

They keep breaking my will to live.

Problem

They're lying like they're helping me.

Problem

They won't stop.

Manipulating My Life

The people monitoring me in private keep acting picky and making up stuff about what I really mean and they look foolish.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres won't stop ruining my life via people monitoring me in private because I cursed on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises in my room she put there for a long time.

Problem

They're trying to affect my body more with someone how I don't wanna.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private think they're okay.

Problem

I can't get rid of the feeling of that person.

Problems

My mom acted like the front of me was knocked out to someone how I really don't wanna.

Because I have a relationship, it's making my family mean to me.