Thursday, September 28, 2017

Problem

I almost masturbated, and they got all excited because I decided not to.  I feel bothered, and they're talking about it.

Wednesday, September 27, 2017

Problem

I feel like a robot without a mood trying not to feel mad when I type at all with the people monitoring me in private.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are telling him what I do and he just gets more upset when I don't hate myself.  He insists he is so mentally ill he needs the police, it seems.

Problem

My dad just escalated, when I'm friendly.  He only is intrusive, rather than truly friendly, oftentimes.

Problem

Like, he's just all up in my private life.

Problem

He keeps thinking about a grudge on me like a relationship has to be ruined

Problem

My dad won't stop acting snide to me like I'm small and goofy and bad when I'm nice like he'll never forgive me for one thing kinda silly?

Problem

They are going thru a ritual ruining someone I look up to, fighting, slamming at them to degrade themselves in twisted ways.

Problem 

Someone keeps hurting me if I feel affectionate like I am in their personal space.

Problem 

The TV is on where I am and they said someone I like wants someone to die cuz they are mad at me tho I didn't do anything wrong.  Just my texting style how I am actually mad. Why aren't whoever wants someone to die in trouble?

Worrysome

They are probably freaking out like I'm mad at someone I like.

Problem 

People keep plowing on ruining my life.

Problem 

They keep messing with other people.

Problem

I keep detecting inappropriate messages that from them are unfortunate.

Problem 

They think they can make me feel knocked out like something isn't for me.  They think it's cool and are messing with my dignity.

Problem 

They indicated someone I like basically said I was shit because I'm not perfect but actually pretty good.

Suicidal Issues

They said I can't find happiness from others but Hollywood but nothing "good." They don't want me to experience life,

and

ruining my life, trying to convince me and change how I feel.

Problem 

They keep pretending I'm a bad person.

Problem 

They want it to pop up at random times.