Think It's Cute

to be all caught up like this inappropriate stimulation is just a safety precaution experience to get something under control.

I already realize..

..they're just punishing me for no reason and think this shit is necessary.

Problem

They keep being bad to me using an excuse as tho I started something, which is a lie.

Being Bad?

I keep being flailed at like I'm bad because I feel tacky a little sometimes.

Making Up Rules Just for Me Like I Don't Matter Racially

Like, if I get upset when eating, all the food commercials are there to be suggestive to me and make me mad I can't eat how I like.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private pretended I did something wrong and said someone I like won't do something they suggested to me.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are being mean like that's okay.

I was just going to the kitchen to get water.

Problem

My dad is being mean to me on purpose again but not to anyone else, and I kept wanting him to stop and then a bad word came to mind and my dad and mom are acting all ballistic and bemused like I have to lose a relationship I just got, like clockwork.  My dad thinks he has to believe his mom and his little sister has a say in my life, his oldest little sister.

Problem

They keep acting like they can abuse me because they are nice to me, too.

Problem

They said I have to associate with someone how I don't wanna cuz I keep turning their hurt away.

I'm guessing

they wanted to pretend there was a reason - sounds crazy.

Problem

They keep acting like I did something wrong.

How would it be right

to say I deserve to be in trouble while others "bask in glory" in inappropriate ways and setting me up to feel good forgetting about me?  They were forced by others.

Problem

They said I was in trouble like I offended someone and I don't know if there is s reason.

This just in

They said my dad's oldest younger sister wished this extended nonsense about inappropriately stimulating someone I look up to.

Problem

People keep getting mad at me if I did something that I would rather not at any point in life, by accident etc.

Regiment

That I will never get something important to me emotionally because I believe they are bad and they think I'm on some social program with them and that I could have simply done better.

Problems

They keep pushing someone to think about what they want for eternal life and took away my earthly relationship with them partially.

They are gonna judge me if I strongly disagree with something someone made me think.

Problem

People are trying to say I'm associated with others as a bad person.  They also say I fought when I just have the right to judge what I want and was extremely mortified and unjustified compared to other people.  I'm not mad at anyone but feel like they are saying my life is over as I know it and not getting better as a whole. They are all rosy happy I'm in trouble and don't seem to understand why it's like that for me.  They think I did something and don't deserve attention and remain fixated on that idea.

"Taking Action"

People think me getting attention from someone of a certain culture is too good for me.