I'm not even going to church at all now. It is too much energy to take the bus, too, and I keep buying soda when I go etc. and wasting my money. The other reason is I wanted to focus on 1 thing, violin, and have fun for now going to Disney World once a week, to appreciate, enjoy, and relax. I keep taking things away, like keeping up with The Ellen DeGeneres Show, tho she supposedly also has to talk to people involved monitoring me in private to strongly irritate me. I don't go to violin lessons. I just coach myself now. I took lessons for over a year tho this past school year.