Friday, September 15, 2017

Problem 

Ellen DeGeneres wasn't the exception then.  Who approves of this?

Problem

I'm not gonna be happy all the time.

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But now my life is ruined.

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She is upset I felt upset about what she did..

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Ellen DeGenetes wants to imagine someone I look up to as naked whenever something calls. She thinks I deserve that.  Why won't these pathetic people stop being a cause of ruining my life?

Problem 

They might be saying it on point of death, pathetically.

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They said the be the opposite of what I like, and the feeling lingers.

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They are suggesting someone I look up to is the parent of others and not so good with me.

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Well come on hurry up what's the problem will this be fixed?

Problem 

When I encounter some people or anyway, they come up problems.

Problem 

It won't stop.

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They want someone I look up to to feel like the baby and me like a lump and like someone else I don't wanna, in some reality.

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People were looking at me meanly and people are acting like I'm touching someone how I don't wanna!

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These disliked older men keep acting like they can call on an old feeling of me wanting to get back at them for insulting me, like physically.

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I don't have anything! People keep looking at me meanly. The people involved monitoring me in private think they got this, inappropriately stimulating me but like I'm shit.

Problem 

They want things to pop up in my future.

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I'm getting nasty hidden messages supposedly by someone I look up to.

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They won't stop trying to stimulate me to someone how I don't wanna and replacing someone else I like they are supposedly being encouraged to take back being nice to me.

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They want to ruin more than my head.  They want me to "go to" do someone I however don't wanna like I did something.  Everyone outside won't stop.

Problem

Supposedly, someone I look up to keeps acting inappropriately stimulated like a little kid, the way they appear in my life.

Staying Safe

The people monitoring me in private are concocting a lie about me because they saw I was upset about a sequence of events in which I accidentally thought harm on my parents for abusing me emotionally secretly telepathically and I realized why, that it could be seen as because of someone else and their saying they'll be mad if they're nice to me so pretend they did it.

Problem

I can't settle down before I practice.

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They keep breaking my will to live.

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They're lying like they're helping me.

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They won't stop.

Manipulating My Life

The people monitoring me in private keep acting picky and making up stuff about what I really mean and they look foolish.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres won't stop ruining my life via people monitoring me in private because I cursed on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises in my room she put there for a long time.

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They're trying to affect my body more with someone how I don't wanna.

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The people monitoring me in private think they're okay.

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I can't get rid of the feeling of that person.

Problems

My mom acted like the front of me was knocked out to someone how I really don't wanna.

Because I have a relationship, it's making my family mean to me.

Suck Ups

People keep trying to prove I can get mad by bothering me.

Sad

What if I lose my relationship cuza things like my dad?

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are very annoying because they angered me once recently in the bathroom when I was just thinking about how upset I was, a few bad words coming up, etc.

Problem

Now, I'm mad I've had a problematic relationship for a year, or a good relationship with problems.

Problem

They are getting people involved in bad ways in my relationship, like they have to ruin it a little and test it out for me and then get mad if I get mad.

Issue

They keep trying to make me think of my dad and his oldest younger sister in place of when I think of something else.

Even Them

The people monitoring me in private flash pages at me how they load online like they can lash out at my like this.

Problem

They won't stop!

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They insinuated my only mom was my dad's oldest younger sister.

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My dad is trying to affect my personal life..

Thinks She Got Me

She wouldn't stop pumping energy and made me upset at little things.

Problem

My mom tried to say it was true that the person I look up to gets giddy at things like the broom sweeping just because the US/world started to inappropriately stimulate them all the time.

They are just trying to make things worse.

Key Problems

It shouldn't be about if something like sweeping bothers someone.. or is it?

The Hotel

I ended up showing physical signs of anger.

Problem

They are still at me for what happened at the hotel and making this person seem stimulated inappropriately like they're knocked out each day.

Problems

They said someone I look up to became inappropriately stimulated by the US/world all the time like they're all that and just "used" me.  They think it's an open door for the person to feel like they're better than me.  They think this person can't even function if someone wants to sweep, when I used to use them too look up to.  I'm not very possessive, but I don't take that, people ruining the person I look up to as punishment and making them seem like a/the "baby."  I don't know if the thing about sweeping etc. was just a suggestion, but it came up more than once.  What's going on?  I didn't do anything, and this happens.  This is "unforgivable."  ...  People are settled down to work on this kind of thing, like it's okay.  I'm not bitter at if the person gets hurt because of other people.  I can't be upset with them and am not.  They may be upset with me, at least pretend.  It's hard when I'm attacked to think straight cuz it makes me irritated and it seems to be protocol.  Sometimes, it's a weird slip, and that's what they want to announce I'm in trouble.  Like, I'll think of a bad word by accident or action and not really exactly but something weird..  It's like they're turning this person into a baby in ways nobody thinks or cares about with themselves.  I'm sick of these new sinful fantasies every day, like something happened.  People are enacting them out like they're an annoying baby, like they have to be someone you can't look up to.  They are secure they are in control of what happens in my life and just coast thru their life.  They think they can make up for it, but a lotta lame things are happening, like a man I look up to feeling he has to get stimulated with this woman I look up to, via stimulating them inappropriately.  I think he's sorta ruined it.  I just thought he was cool, but he's withheld and wakes up to do this.

The people monitoring me in private keep telling me I'm bad when they make me mad like I meant to connect bad thoughts.  It's fine if someone is upset they happen to find out.  These people are annoying, tho.  If it's not all my fault, they helped cause it.  Sometimes, often, they treat me like shit like I don't matter.  They keep flaring up if they see I was really upset inside when I posted something and have to "tell" to everyone, and I'm always in trouble.

Ellen DeGeneres posted something related to death secretly and I've felt hurt like I almost died.  I don't see how that's cute and funny, but she seemed to want it to be, maybe cuz I didn't die.  She thinks I should be in trouble mainly cuz I cursed on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises that were in my room for a long time that she supposedly had put there.  I still suffer things like this.

I'm tired of the bad news that I see people with deep-seated issues with me, that I did something and am in trouble and it affects me and like I have to fix something or they don't care.  I don't endorse those people.

Problem

All these old relationships are fighting for the one I have now.

Problem

Since I was interested in adding to my relationships, this relationship scared away another one when I was, like, thru.

I'm not

really enjoying these people.

They keep pretending what I think is wrong.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are bringing me down and seem to be listening to someone, being mean to me for them.

Thursday, September 14, 2017

Problem

People act like they are doing a favor to be mean to me.  They say, "Well, let's see if you did anything wrong now."

Oh...

...and they keep following my private thoughts and thinking, "See?" like they have control over me if I am indeed nice, like I never was and just gave in!

Blame

I don't ever thing violent thoughts nor words until Ellen DeGeneres said not to when she thought she had to be mean to me and she gave me a tough time I felt.

I can feel as tho..

I can feel as tho someone I look up to is feeling excited, looking at me serious like I'm in trouble otherwise, waiting for their inappropriate stimulations.

Problem

They started it and are trying to make me feel guilty.  Some people aren't any help to me.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are coming at me trying to affect my face.

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It messed up my life schedule, probably cuza my dad.

I have standards.

I don't need to be in trouble.

Problem

They are lying.

Problem

It looks like I've been put with the trash socially.  I'm with those people who are too too cute and don't have anything that interests them anymore.  They are too racially secure.

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I'm stuck with annoying people who don't know how to do things who are determining my life.

Problem

They keep hurting me and telling me I did something wrong in the past.

Problem

They won't stop.

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They said they wanted someone else forever.

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They keep ruining my life.

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They acted like they just did it, all excited and final and morose.

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They made me think who to replace me with, like I did something.

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They're monitoring me like I have a problem, following me around like that.

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They keep throwing mean things at me like they also have a grudge on me for getting upset at them bothering me like I don't understand.

Problem

They keep suggesting me as a problem.

More

They are trying to ruin my life.

People Involved

What, are they having hormones, a complex, etc., and want something to protect?

Problem

It's some sorta punishment for not having a perfect yet reasonable day in election for President.

Problem

Some people seriously think badly of me.  They probably play around but have some ideas about me.  They prevent me from talking to people who like me and make my experience very empty in ways, feeling threatened in my past about opening up.

Problem

So, it's supposedly okay I'm treated like a social danger.  Everyone makes such an ecstatic fuss about them, in a way.

cont.

It started after the world started stimulating them all the time.  Why are people acting like everything's cool and seeming confused tho?

Problem

They keep doing things like it's to bug me and are at me like I said I wanted to be with someone I like for eternity, invading their personal space.

Dunno Who Is Responsible

but suddenly or gradually I started mattering and they were given undue attention against their will supposedly but felt obliged to admit like how they are more popular and I must be hated by the world

Like "Going to Their Head" in the End, Supposedly Cuza Others

Ever since someone I look up to got inappropriately stimulated by the world all the time, I've begun to see mean messages snuck in they supposedly feel forced to have or have of me... saying I'm not that good now etc.

Problem

They keep being mean to me like it's okay.

Did you know

that dude stimulating the woman is trying to impress her, like mating season?

Defiant

I am happy for a younger female, but, instead of looking happy about themselves, they have to put in a fight against me when I didn't do anything wrong.  It's funny how other people feel so innocent but me and they think they should steal my relationships rather than share.

Who did this one?

Smart enough to say? it is interesting to analyze me like a specimen when I'm irritated?  Me?

It's just too bad.

I think my dad was being friendly.

Problem

What about how Ellen DeGeneres is mad at me for cursing on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises that were in my room for a long time that she supposedly had put there?  I keep getting bothered by messages that seem to materialize from her via things like the people monitoring me in private.

Problem

He's like one of those fish in the sea at rock bottom who lure in creatures with its light.

Problem

What has this guy got?  His family already distrusts his ways.  Funny how they were willing to put up with him, if this be so.  I wonder what he did.

Problem

This is so repulsive.

Problem

I looked up to this man, but this is, like, one of the worst things that ever happened to me.  I found someone I like a lot, and he is involved trying to do weird moves where the person gets inappropriately stimulated by the whole world, as he gloats.

Problem

An more older man I like won't stop messing with my relationship with a woman I look up to.

Bad Beasts

They want someone I look up to to cross their eyes like random punishment for me from something they think I did wrong in the past.

Problem 

I said telepathically , "I have 'stupid.'"  The cars wanted to pressure me to going crazy is why.  Now, they think they have something on me:

Problem 

I had my luggage out so my dad could bring it and he got mad and I said I was tired.  He irritated me after that.

Problem 

I'm preoccupied by my neck.

Problem 

The people are incompetent.

Problem 

People keep leaking that I can't have my relationship.  Thanks a lot to those who cause shit.

Problem

I feel like my dad "lifted" someone I look up to to be giddy.

Problem

My dad keeps ruining my life, and it's not okay.

Problem

My dad keeps acting all funky rubbing in things he thinks I did wrong in the past to annoy me and I need this to stop.  It got me mad at the hotel, and now he's just even more mad.  I just had to release some anger.