Problems

They keep pushing someone to think about what they want for eternal life and took away my earthly relationship with them partially.

They are gonna judge me if I strongly disagree with something someone made me think.

Problem

People are trying to say I'm associated with others as a bad person.  They also say I fought when I just have the right to judge what I want and was extremely mortified and unjustified compared to other people.  I'm not mad at anyone but feel like they are saying my life is over as I know it and not getting better as a whole. They are all rosy happy I'm in trouble and don't seem to understand why it's like that for me.  They think I did something and don't deserve attention and remain fixated on that idea.

"Taking Action"

People think me getting attention from someone of a certain culture is too good for me.

Problem

I posted a picture of me as a baby, and people involved monitoring me in private made all the disgusting parts of mean black males masturbate it.

Church

A lady at church keeps on my case bothering me cuz I closed my eyes at the retreat when tired.  She's older than me and from this area.

Question

So, why was that more older man I liked so mean?

You think

it's okay to say I'm in that big of trouble.

You're just set up

to be mean to me.

What

What do you think you are racially?

Problem

They keep saying I give in to them.  They wait for me to stop being interested in the fight.

Funny Thoughts

People are superstitious that certain related things must not be processed because it will make an imprint.. rather than communicate nor to help make it better by thinking about the problem to solve what it was.

Problem

They have some people out there treating me like I'm crap.

They take out their delayed hormones on me.

Problem

They keep bothering me.

Problem

They won't stop being bad just to me.  Racists!  Nazis!

Problem

They just keep freaking out if I do something weird or if I get upset and can't handle something in my thoughts.

Problem

They keep acting up.  They are so fussy.  They keep wanting me to be in trouble, like for posting this, for example.

Problem

They said I lost a relationship cuz I'm upset they keep coming on like I'm bad.

Funny

Why do they think my dad's oldest younger sister needs to take the place of my mom?  I can feel her patterns in their thinking I'm being bad, like in posting this for example..

Problems

The people monitoring me in private keep saying I can't have my last big relationship if I think off one thought, now.

They accuse me and judge me and my private thoughts and getting by, like a slave.

Problem

What if he accidentally took advantage of her weaknesses or soft spot?

I figured it out.

That man follows protocol on stimulating Late Boomers and is casual in a way the woman is.

Problem

A more older man I liked keeps insisting I want him to inappropriately stimulate me.  It seems to suggest he wants to take away my relationships with a more older woman I look up to and keep inappropriately stimulating them to bother me.

Why is this man

going over?

Apology

for that night I was upset, but oh well you can see me as trash

Now, I may be messed up, but..

..there are some people I can tolerate and some people I can't that I actually loathe in reality.

cont.

It was that it was not for me but for someone else, and he had to pretend I wanted it.

Problem

I think that more older man I liked just admitted he did it, like nothing just happened.

Problem

They keep having people communicate with me like they like me.  However, they keep bringing them up only to say I'm a problem and to have other people get involved like I don't care inappropriately stimulating them or testing them or threatening they will, like it's something they like when it isn't something they like.

Problem

A more older man I liked keeps inappropriately stimulating a woman I looked up to.  They can't even talk to me anymore, or else they will inappropriately stimulate them.  I was never supposed to meet the man, too.

Problem

They keep trying to make me feel bad acting awkwardly.

Problem

They hinted someone I look up to was the parent of others and I was threatened to death if I ever thought they were more to me than they said they were.

Problem

My little brother thinks there's nothing wrong with how he treats me.  He just thinks I'm in trouble.

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

My brother channeled energy to my hand and made the grip lose and it still is like that.

Problem

They joked around and said I had to do something for someone else instead.

Problem

They keep threatening me, my relationship.  Give it a rest.  This is my life, not yours.

Problem

They are being inappropriately stimulated.

Something happened to one of my eyes.

Threat

They are threatening my relationship.  I think it's over.

Problem

They won't stop talking about crossing their eyes.

Problem

I saw in my picture what they did to my neck doesn't look as good.

Problem

They are rubbing in someone I don't wanna.

Problem

They said it again.

Problem

My mom said someone crossed their eyes.  They said they wouldn't do something that was for me.  She made me think of a bad word.  Now, they're gonna do something like saying they're supposed to take it away.

Problem

Because of the hotel, they keep making this person feel inappropriately stimulated.

Edit

I edited my last post.

Problem

The mean messages won't stop.

Problem

Why does what certain people say have to be something that happened?  I am not gonna smile when my life is ruined.

Problem

It seems like they got inappropriately stimulated cross-eyed.  Orlando was acting like they were funning teasing me and got into a stupor.

There's more...

I think she wanted to touch their private.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres wasn't the exception then.  Who approves of this?

Problem

I'm not gonna be happy all the time.

Problem

But now my life is ruined.

Problem

She is upset I felt upset about what she did..

Problem

Ellen DeGenetes wants to imagine someone I look up to as naked whenever something calls. She thinks I deserve that.  Why won't these pathetic people stop being a cause of ruining my life?

Problem

They might be saying it on point of death, pathetically.

Problem

They said the be the opposite of what I like, and the feeling lingers.

Problem

They are suggesting someone I look up to is the parent of others and not so good with me.

Problem

Well come on hurry up what's the problem will this be fixed?

Problem

When I encounter some people or anyway, they come up problems.

Problem

It won't stop.

Problem

They want someone I look up to to feel like the baby and me like a lump and like someone else I don't wanna, in some reality.

Problem

People were looking at me meanly and people are acting like I'm touching someone how I don't wanna!

Problem

These disliked older men keep acting like they can call on an old feeling of me wanting to get back at them for insulting me, like physically.

Problem

I don't have anything! People keep looking at me meanly. The people involved monitoring me in private think they got this, inappropriately stimulating me but like I'm shit.

Problem

They want things to pop up in my future.

Problem

I'm getting nasty hidden messages supposedly by someone I look up to.

Problem

They won't stop trying to stimulate me to someone how I don't wanna and replacing someone else I like they are supposedly being encouraged to take back being nice to me.

Problem

They want to ruin more than my head.  They want me to "go to" do someone I however don't wanna like I did something.  Everyone outside won't stop.

Problem

Supposedly, someone I look up to keeps acting inappropriately stimulated like a little kid, the way they appear in my life.

Staying Safe

The people monitoring me in private are concocting a lie about me because they saw I was upset about a sequence of events in which I accidentally thought harm on my parents for abusing me emotionally secretly telepathically and I realized why, that it could be seen as because of someone else and their saying they'll be mad if they're nice to me so pretend they did it.

Problem

I can't settle down before I practice.

Problem

They keep breaking my will to live.

Problem

They're lying like they're helping me.

Problem

They won't stop.

Manipulating My Life

The people monitoring me in private keep acting picky and making up stuff about what I really mean and they look foolish.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres won't stop ruining my life via people monitoring me in private because I cursed on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises in my room she put there for a long time.

Problem

They're trying to affect my body more with someone how I don't wanna.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private think they're okay.

Problem

I can't get rid of the feeling of that person.

Problems

My mom acted like the front of me was knocked out to someone how I really don't wanna.

Because I have a relationship, it's making my family mean to me.

Suck Ups

People keep trying to prove I can get mad by bothering me.

Sad

What if I lose my relationship cuza things like my dad?

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are very annoying because they angered me once recently in the bathroom when I was just thinking about how upset I was, a few bad words coming up, etc.

Problem

Now, I'm mad I've had a problematic relationship for a year, or a good relationship with problems.

Problem

They are getting people involved in bad ways in my relationship, like they have to ruin it a little and test it out for me and then get mad if I get mad.

Issue

They keep trying to make me think of my dad and his oldest younger sister in place of when I think of something else.

Even Them

The people monitoring me in private flash pages at me how they load online like they can lash out at my like this.

Problem

They won't stop!

Problem

They insinuated my only mom was my dad's oldest younger sister.

Problem

My dad is trying to affect my personal life..

Thinks She Got Me

She wouldn't stop pumping energy and made me upset at little things.

Problem

My mom tried to say it was true that the person I look up to gets giddy at things like the broom sweeping just because the US/world started to inappropriately stimulate them all the time.

They are just trying to make things worse.

Key Problems

It shouldn't be about if something like sweeping bothers someone.. or is it?

The Hotel

I ended up showing physical signs of anger.

Problem

They are still at me for what happened at the hotel and making this person seem stimulated inappropriately like they're knocked out each day.

Problems

They said someone I look up to became inappropriately stimulated by the US/world all the time like they're all that and just "used" me.  They think it's an open door for the person to feel like they're better than me.  They think this person can't even function if someone wants to sweep, when I used to use them too look up to.  I'm not very possessive, but I don't take that, people ruining the person I look up to as punishment and making them seem like a/the "baby."  I don't know if the thing about sweeping etc. was just a suggestion, but it came up more than once.  What's going on?  I didn't do anything, and this happens.  This is "unforgivable."  ...  People are settled down to work on this kind of thing, like it's okay.  I'm not bitter at if the person gets hurt because of other people.  I can't be upset with them and am not.  They may be upset with me, at least pretend.  It's hard when I'm attacked to think straight cuz it makes me irritated and it seems to be protocol.  Sometimes, it's a weird slip, and that's what they want to announce I'm in trouble.  Like, I'll think of a bad word by accident or action and not really exactly but something weird..  It's like they're turning this person into a baby in ways nobody thinks or cares about with themselves.  I'm sick of these new sinful fantasies every day, like something happened.  People are enacting them out like they're an annoying baby, like they have to be someone you can't look up to.  They are secure they are in control of what happens in my life and just coast thru their life.  They think they can make up for it, but a lotta lame things are happening, like a man I look up to feeling he has to get stimulated with this woman I look up to, via stimulating them inappropriately.  I think he's sorta ruined it.  I just thought he was cool, but he's withheld and wakes up to do this.

The people monitoring me in private keep telling me I'm bad when they make me mad like I meant to connect bad thoughts.  It's fine if someone is upset they happen to find out.  These people are annoying, tho.  If it's not all my fault, they helped cause it.  Sometimes, often, they treat me like shit like I don't matter.  They keep flaring up if they see I was really upset inside when I posted something and have to "tell" to everyone, and I'm always in trouble.

Ellen DeGeneres posted something related to death secretly and I've felt hurt like I almost died.  I don't see how that's cute and funny, but she seemed to want it to be, maybe cuz I didn't die.  She thinks I should be in trouble mainly cuz I cursed on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises that were in my room for a long time that she supposedly had put there.  I still suffer things like this.

I'm tired of the bad news that I see people with deep-seated issues with me, that I did something and am in trouble and it affects me and like I have to fix something or they don't care.  I don't endorse those people.

Problem

All these old relationships are fighting for the one I have now.

Problem

Since I was interested in adding to my relationships, this relationship scared away another one when I was, like, thru.

I'm not

really enjoying these people.

They keep pretending what I think is wrong.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are bringing me down and seem to be listening to someone, being mean to me for them.