Thursday, September 28, 2017
So..
If anyone thinks I'm shit to be born, I don't really wish for whoever did it's life. I feel more mad the more they suggest someone I like said it. I kinda believe it.
I wouldn't really do anything, but it's hard to say how much I hate them and if anyone would think it matters or cares. They didn't talk to me; I don't wish for their life, in some way. Why? They think my death is okay but care about everyone else. Like this is all some joke. Everyone thinks it's just people doing it in case someone else says it anyway, to scare them off. I don't believe it. I don't like someone tho sometimes.
The people monitoring me in private are just being stupid saying is this my confession. I confess people outside said someone I like wants my soul tortured and not to exist since small.
I wouldn't really do anything, but it's hard to say how much I hate them and if anyone would think it matters or cares. They didn't talk to me; I don't wish for their life, in some way. Why? They think my death is okay but care about everyone else. Like this is all some joke. Everyone thinks it's just people doing it in case someone else says it anyway, to scare them off. I don't believe it. I don't like someone tho sometimes.
The people monitoring me in private are just being stupid saying is this my confession. I confess people outside said someone I like wants my soul tortured and not to exist since small.
This shouldn't ring a bell.
Am I being put in relationships only to be "handed over" to being changed for the worse, while the other people catch up and change?
More Drama Involved
I'm trying to get along with my mom being mean to me, but people are pretending I give her a hard time and trying to look cute saying I shouldn't be allowed around her.
Problem
Supposedly, my neighbors have been in contact with the people monitoring me in private. They think my relationship is for them and are messing with other people's dignity saying why don't you just "have" them instead. They are mad they didn't make it in life in some suggestive way to get me in trouble.
So, pretty much..
..they're getting me caught up in problems now.. and they throw ideas at me and use people as a threat to be mean to them if I don'tlisten
Wednesday, September 27, 2017
Suicidal Issues
They said I can't find happiness from others but Hollywood but nothing "good." They don't want me to experience life,
Supposedly
someone I know who was mean to me wants to get at me for not liking what they did and showing physical signs of anger..
Why do these disgusting figures
I feel are watching me have time to poop around? They are downright nasty. They pretended I was so close to someone I was the same person and their baby, and I didn't like other aspects of it, neither.
Tuesday, September 26, 2017
Sunday, September 24, 2017
Saturday, September 23, 2017
Friday, September 22, 2017
Think It's Cute
to be all caught up like this inappropriate stimulation is just a safety precaution experience to get something under control.
Making Up Rules Just for Me Like I Don't Matter Racially
Like, if I get upset when eating, all the food commercials are there to be suggestive to me and make me mad I can't eat how I like.
Problem
My dad is being mean to me on purpose again but not to anyone else, and I kept wanting him to stop and then a bad word came to mind and my dad and mom are acting all ballistic and bemused like I have to lose a relationship I just got, like clockwork. My dad thinks he has to believe his mom and his little sister has a say in my life, his oldest little sister.
Thursday, September 21, 2017
How would it be right
to say I deserve to be in trouble while others "bask in glory" in inappropriate ways and setting me up to feel good forgetting about me? They were forced by others.
Wednesday, September 20, 2017
This just in
They said my dad's oldest younger sister wished this extended nonsense about inappropriately stimulating someone I look up to.
Problem
People are trying to say I'm associated with others as a bad person. They also say I fought when I just have the right to judge what I want and was extremely mortified and unjustified compared to other people. I'm not mad at anyone but feel like they are saying my life is over as I know it and not getting better as a whole. They are all rosy happy I'm in trouble and don't seem to understand why it's like that for me. They think I did something and don't deserve attention and remain fixated on that idea.
"Taking Action"
People think me getting attention from someone of a certain culture is too good for me.
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