Problem

They keep playing like they're yanking a relationship from me.

Problem

What a joke this is.  You think have the right to treat me this way?

Problem

They said someone I like is being mean to me for real now.

Problem

A light on my computer turned on.

Problem

They think they're okay.

and then

took awhile to load the page

Problem

They gave a hypnosis symbol of something I like and would have a lot over someone I look up to.

Problem

They think it's okay.  I didn't know this was trash.

Problem

They said someone I like said to kill me and other things.

Problem

It's not stopping!  They keep making it like I'm bad.

but

I'm a good person

My dad won't stop

coming closer and boasting like I'm connected to his shit.

Problem

They said they already did it.

Problem

They want to replace someone I like.

Problem

They won't stop.  They said I just read into someone's made up kid.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are threatening someone I like.

Problem

They made tab icons reload again.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are threatening my relationship.

I'm tired of posting here.

What kind of crap is this?

People out and about Orlando are innocently let be and feel innocent no matter what they do to me?  Does my dad have a problem?

Problem

They won't stop!

They said something profound like I'm just shit and not like others.

Problem

What's wrong with my dad? today?

Ew

My dad obsessing over someone looking like a baby being mean in some calculated way in one blow, a bit stimulatingly and infestedly uneven.

What?

Does my aunt think I'm a bad person?

Problem

My day is ruined.  My dad gets away with it.  I feel like he's getting physical to do it so much telepathically when I just wanted him to stop.

Problem

My dad was telepathically at me a lot today.  Who else suffers this?

Problem

I went to have a good time with him and he hurt me.

Problem

My dad made below my stomach cramp.  They have me on pills to make me tired.

Problem

I just needed something in the kitchen, and my dad did something.

Ew!

The people in private think they do help for me.

Problem

What's his problem!

Issue

My dad thinks he's important.

Problem

They keep provoking me.

Problem

That man and my dad made it seem like they "reduced" someone I look up to as so controlled they have no soul.

Problem

That man!

Problem

My dad won't stop!

Problem

They aren't stopping!

Problem

They won't stop!

Problem

The people monitoring me in private won't stop being stupid.

Disgusting

My dad is trying to get involved in me.

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

They said someone I look up to is ruining my relationship with them and making me feel stupid for no reason, giving their attention to mean people I know who have nothing to do with them.

Problem

They did it again.

Problem

They said someone I look up to threatened me.

Problem

They keep judging me and making someone I like do certain things in ways they wouldn't if not for some thing..

Problem

They keep being annoying.

Problem

I keep getting annoying, secret messages, like it's cool to hurt me.

They "have to do something."

People are saying I can't be okay.

Problem

My dad has problems.  He thinks I'm here to be raised by him at age 31.  He is mean.

Problem

They are still bothering me..

Problem

The people monitoring me in private said something.

I read that someone wants to steal my relationship for someone else, like it's crap too.

Problem

They are forcing my relationship to be shallow.

Problem

They said someone I look up to is gonna be mean to me cuz people are surrounding them wanting them to pretend they have a baby instead of me.

Problem

They just reloaded the Facebook tab icon twice and never did before in the middle of doing something.

Problem

They won't stop.

It makes it look like I'm the bad guy to them.

Problem

What, does that power feel good?

Is it innocents watching you do their dirty work from the side then?

Problem

They closed my window writing on Facebook the 1st time to make me think someone I look up to has to have a baby to replace me.

and I guess

never treat me right with dignity, regardless of whether someone is with child or childless

Problem

They think when I meet a childless person who treats me like their own that they should have kids with just anyone right away or sometime so I don't get attention from anyone.

Problem

They brought it up and have mutant kids.

Problem

Some people want to live like a baby is an inconvenience and that it's big.

Problem

They keep going foolish like the person I like pretended they will kill me.

Problem

They are wasting my lmoney de because I said they bothered me going all ADD about someone I like having a baby supposedly in older age but because they met me to punish me so I can't talk to them as much.  It happened to work out that way.  They don't even know if they are married.  They said they won inappropriate attention and should not talk to me cuz I am youngerbur lied and are obsessing over the idea of having a baby.

Problem

This isn't a good experience.

Problem

People keep trying to take a parental position with me mad saying I can't meet someone.

Problem

People outside keep whining that someone I look up to is not my relationship anymore etc. They said she said I'm going to Hell and ruining other things:

Apology

I was irrational.

I guess I have to put up with some things.  I am in question about what I do that's so mean, tho.

I disagree

that someone "is so good" someone should be done away with pretending as when they were an infant even, for some oddball, nonsensical reasoning.  I am not happy in this situation, that I am just sorta being trashed regularly for people who act stupid.

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

They keep bothering me like I'm bad.

Problem

They are taking away a feeling and making it out like I want something that's for others and not me.

Problem

You're just being a waste of my life.

Whoever

is saying this, if you can't stand co-existence, doesn't mean you can torture me.

Problem

I don't listen to shit.

Problem

They won't stop!

Problem

They keep doing it worse.  I said I don't care about people who do mean things like this.

Problem

They won't stop making mean suggestions.

Problem

They are being mean to me and nice to others, concerning being born.

Lies Lies

People keep acting like I'm in trouble.

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

They said someone I look up to said to.  I thought I looked up to them and I don't want to!

Problem

They won't stop being shitty.

Problem

They keep treating me like I should be generational trash.

Problem

They said I had to learn shit with someone who's only a toddler tackily, like I would submit to anyone.

So..

..I thought I was of a high caliber.  All of a sudden Europe visits and this shit gets in the way of my life!

Do you know how they're coming up?

Like someone how I don't wanna that someone cursed on me about cuz they thought they were better racially, supposedly.

Since when

am I a bad person?  Another new thing or old thing?

Problem

They said I lost my relationship, how sickly disgusting.

You don't deserve some things

You comfortable with a mommy?  Blah blah blah.

Problem

I think I see their guts.

Problem

What have you succombed to now?

Young Adults of the World Who're Doing This

Who even gives a care about you?  What stupid liars.  There's nothing you can do.  You just make the world shit.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres started this idea that Late Boomers are only people who can be treated right.

Problem

They are ruining my relationship like that's a sign, too, some a double message, but still effective.

So, if it's the person I like

I'd just say they must really be disappointingly stressed

I keep thinking I'm seeing things

things turn into black shadows

Why do I

dread finding what I find on Twitter via Ellen DeGeneres more than this, like IT with the horror clown?

OK so

My life was made into shit by you worthless people, now fix it.

Problem

They're bringing in someone who has a problem with me.

They won't leave me alone.

I'm tired of this.

Ew

No one cares about the stupidity of anyone in the world.  Like, everyone's just worthless people doing worthless things.

Problem

They are just talking to me like I'm shit maybe cuz they can't talk right.

Problem

That man ruined my life.

Problem

What about my relationship!  This shit has consumed the world.  They're nothing anymore but shit.

Problem

More shit, a car said I wanted something I don't want as much now.  And someone coming back in my life like they're more important than others.

Problem

People are all in my business and I can't function.  Those shitty people think they know my story.

Messing With Me

I got the sign that it would be okay if I didn't just post this here.

No..

..you said someone I like didn't do it.

Problem

I am not bad at all.  Why pretend?  On auto-pilot?

Oh, yea?

Like, do it to someone else.

Oh, so you admitted you didn't care about me.

They said my relationship cut me off this way.

Too Bad

You can just say you did it.

Problem

What's wrong with my dad?  He seems to threaten to harm people who are nice to me.

Problem

I said you are not the one in the right!

Problem

They keep acting like I'm a loser.  You're all just racist with nothing to offer me.

What about

Ellen DeGeneres having you act like someone I don't wanna in hidden ways I didn't like?  "Phew?"

Problem

They are acting like they are all that, but they make my life shit.

Problem

If someone did this is sick.

Problem

I was just talking in general to ideas.  They think it was to or about someone I like.  Can't change that.

Problem

Make my life shit that is forgotten and expect shit back.

Report

"The whole world did it."

They're each just "shit," anyway.

Problem

They're giving me more to worry about someone I like like someone else is antsy waiting to "drop the other shoe."

Problem

They keep associating me with someone how I don't wanna.

Problem

I DON'T CARE

Who cares if I stomped my foot!  You attacked me.

Problem

What else did you take?

Problem

I didn't do anything.  I'm not putting up with your judging my private thoughts with stupidity.

Tacky Shit

They see it as a person getting "bent outta shape."

Problem

I don't wanna be seen as cracked as tho I'm like someone how I don't wanna like I can't be with someone I like like I even asked after they said they liked me.

Problem

They are replacing a relationship with their shit.

Problem

They keep controlling my life doing stupid things.

Problem

You don't have me.  You think I'm a stupid joke.

Problem

They won't stop.

Delayed Reaction

What's your problem?

Problem

You might be hurting my health.

What

That's okay?  It wasn't supposed to be this way all the time.

Problem

They are affecting my fingers in shit ways.

Ew

no one cares about you (and I'm not talking about the person I like or anyone for that matter)

Problem

They said they made them comfortable and steal my attention.

Problem

They said someone I like sent me a message that I should just be dirt in life.

Problem

Going to lie again and say I'm bad?

What

You got more for later?  I didn't plan that shit out.  I don't have to take you.

Problem

Oh, so it was just a joke.. ha ha ha.  What about all this giving up of any hope for me to be happy?

Problem

I can feel their insecurities wanting to hurt me and my family I live with.

Problem

You think you're okay again?

I don't accept any of this!

Problem

You sure are having a party aren't you?

I don't care if what I post stimulates your bladder.

Problem

Why do any of you use relationships?

I smell a rat.

Problem

They said I lost my relationship.

Problem

Still being nasty?  Think I'm just tacky and like someone else?  Think you can go thru this?

Problem

You still fantasize you're in the right and I'm in the wrong?

You can't teach me how to think.

Problem

There's a man in the way.

Problem

You ruined my life!  You just regenerate.

Problem

What's your problem!

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are acting stupid.

You're not in the right.

Problem

They weaved it in.  They don't care.

Problem

They messed with my fingers and the important things they do like it's me being shit for them.

Problem

I'm not talking to someone else instead.

Problem

This is shit.

Problem

They keep adding more problems.

Problem

This is so stupid.

Problem

They said I lost a relationship after they said they wanted to torture and kill me as an infant.

Problem

They keep messing with me-

saying it's okay and someone I like agrees with them and says these things too

Problem

They won't stop acting like I need them to punish me for defending myself.

Problem

They are putting my possible future kids with someone how I don't wanna and keep doing it.

Problem

They won't stop being a bad influence and won't talk to me if I am upset once.

Problem

They are cursing my kids with what I don't want.  I saw it all planned out.

Problem

They are being mean to me.. in ways they aren't mean to other people.

Problem

People monitoring me in private think they got me if I need a rest in my mind from arguing.

Problem

They are pretending I am stupid and believe stupid things.

Problem

They treat me like trash.

Problem

They keep on being mean to me.

Yea..

..they keep getting by like I did something to them and I shouldn't have lived.

Problem

They say someone I like keeps positioning themselves in the fantasy that I made them do things for me emotionally like that's a price to pay, when someone older loves you.

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

These people won't stop ruining my life.

That "coocoo" thing is hard to keep off.

Problem

It's not your decision.

Problem

They're just getting away with being shit to me.

Problem

They instilled "coocoo" on me for my last post.

Problem

Now what?  They keep saying like they should have a baby and be mean to me.  They held that button for a long time when I reported it nicely.

Problem

They held the Save button on my blog a long time and said there was an error in my last post.

Problem

Every time I meet someone, they want them to have kids instead of talk to me.  That's okay, but they didn't want kids.

I didn't

mean anything wrong.

Stupid

They want me to forgive them and take it back.

Shit

I'm nice.  I know you people are shit.

So..

If anyone thinks I'm shit to be born, I don't really wish for whoever did it's life.  I feel more mad the more they suggest someone I like said it.  I kinda believe it.

I wouldn't really do anything, but it's hard to say how much I hate them and if anyone would think it matters or cares.  They didn't talk to me; I don't wish for their life, in some way.  Why?  They think my death is okay but care about everyone else.  Like this is all some joke.  Everyone thinks it's just people doing it in case someone else says it anyway, to scare them off.  I don't believe it.  I don't like someone tho sometimes.

The people monitoring me in private are just being stupid saying is this my confession.  I confess people outside said someone I like wants my soul tortured and not to exist since small.

Joke

My death.

Joke

People keep saying someone I like keeps putting me in a position like I forced myself on them when before they said they were okay with me and hurt me in sadistic ways.

Problem

They are pretending that or trying to ruin my life no matter where I go.

Authoritarian Complex

They keep being mean to me saying it's someone I like.

This shouldn't ring a bell.

Am I being put in relationships only to be "handed over" to being changed for the worse, while the other people catch up and change?

Problem

The people monitoring me in private have problems..

Riddles

trying to be able to say I made them do things for me

Problem

They are asking why I don't do something and others don't "have" to do it.

Problem

They are pretending I cling to people and they do stuff for me.

Problem

They won't stop saying stupid things.

Wacked Out

What is wrong?  I'm not just being picky.

Problem

That person wasn't supposed to be, like, killed and get that much attention like that anyway.

Drama

They said someone I liked turned into a small body with a bulb head and said, "No, I said what I said..."

They are trying to rub in other people and things how I don't wanna.

Problem

They keep bothering me.

Problem

People are acting like I have a problem with how prestigious people are that I am willing to talk to but not for other people.

More Drama Involved

I'm trying to get along with my mom being mean to me, but people are pretending I give her a hard time and trying to look cute saying I shouldn't be allowed around her.

Problem

My dad seems to have turned on me since moving to the Orlando area, giving me .."ideas."

Problem

Supposedly, my neighbors have been in contact with the people monitoring me in private.  They think my relationship is for them and are messing with other people's dignity saying why don't you just "have" them instead.  They are mad they didn't make it in life in some suggestive way to get me in trouble.

Problem

They don't care about me.  They can be lunatics for me to copy all around me, but they are whining about other people being different.

So, pretty much..

..they're getting me caught up in problems now.. and they throw ideas at me and use people as a threat to be mean to them if I don'tlisten

Problem

Why won't these problems stop.  I'm not in the business for this.

Problem

They keep acting funny like I was mean to someone when they were messing around with my relationships and still are.  They think they proved someone didn't get enough attention, from me.  What liars.

Problem

I don't have structured activities to do and they make me feel bad about myself sitting around.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres made people monitor me in private always act like someone how I don't wanna since 2012.

I also was trapped feeling uncomfortable watching her show, every day.

Problem

I get in trouble, and it's like all these thoughts are thrown at me and affecting me on the inside.

Problem

My mom keeps messing with who to rub in as a relationship and acts like a moron doing it.

Problem

I almost masturbated, and they got all excited because I decided not to.  I feel bothered, and they're talking about it.

Problem

I feel like a robot without a mood trying not to feel mad when I type at all with the people monitoring me in private.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are telling him what I do and he just gets more upset when I don't hate myself.  He insists he is so mentally ill he needs the police, it seems.

Problem

My dad just escalated, when I'm friendly.  He only is intrusive, rather than truly friendly, oftentimes.

Problem

Like, he's just all up in my private life.

Problem

He keeps thinking about a grudge on me like a relationship has to be ruined

Problem

My dad won't stop acting snide to me like I'm small and goofy and bad when I'm nice like he'll never forgive me for one thing kinda silly?

Problem

They are going thru a ritual ruining someone I look up to, fighting, slamming at them to degrade themselves in twisted ways.

Problem

Someone keeps hurting me if I feel affectionate like I am in their personal space.

Problem

The TV is on where I am and they said someone I like wants someone to die cuz they are mad at me tho I didn't do anything wrong.  Just my texting style how I am actually mad. Why aren't whoever wants someone to die in trouble?

Worrysome

They are probably freaking out like I'm mad at someone I like.

Problem

People keep plowing on ruining my life.

Problem

They keep messing with other people.

Problem

I keep detecting inappropriate messages that from them are unfortunate.

Problem

They think they can make me feel knocked out like something isn't for me.  They think it's cool and are messing with my dignity.

Problem

They indicated someone I like basically said I was shit because I'm not perfect but actually pretty good.

Suicidal Issues

They said I can't find happiness from others but Hollywood but nothing "good." They don't want me to experience life,

and

ruining my life, trying to convince me and change how I feel.

Problem

They keep pretending I'm a bad person.

Problem

They want it to pop up at random times.

Problem

Cars outside are saying a relationship is ruined for picky reasons.

Problem

They won't stop bothering me.

Problem

They are acting like I am in a tacky situation I dislike too close to someone how I don't wanna.

Problem

They are adding more problems wasting my time being mean to me.

Supposedly

someone I know who was mean to me wants to get at me for not liking what they did and showing physical signs of anger..

Problem

They won't leave me alone concerning someone in a bad way.

Problem

They didn't stop.

Problem

They won't stop.  They are trying to make me look like shit.

Why do these disgusting figures

I feel are watching me have time to poop around?  They are downright nasty.  They pretended I was so close to someone I was the same person and their baby, and I didn't like other aspects of it, neither.

Disturbed

They made a noise that threw me off physically somewhere just because I was upset at them being mean to me, tho I didn't do anything.

Problem

They keep acting like I'm bad and threatening me and saying the police won't stop them.  They are mean to other people.  They are saying I am mean.

Problem

They made a glitch on the computer look like a cute pictures has  ghost black beard.

Problem

They keep sneakily ruining my life and treating me disgustingly.

Problem

They keep wanting me to feel inappropriate like I'm bad.

Problem

My dad keeps thinking he can discipline my attitude.

Problem

My dad wants to get at me for showing physical signs of anger.

Problem

People might be making up reasons to inappropriately stimulate a woman I look up to.

Problem

Someone I liked, a man, keeps messing with my personal communication.

Problems

I keep getting hurt because people are monitoring me in private.

Think It's Cute

to be all caught up like this inappropriate stimulation is just a safety precaution experience to get something under control.

I already realize..

..they're just punishing me for no reason and think this shit is necessary.

Problem

They keep being bad to me using an excuse as tho I started something, which is a lie.

Being Bad?

I keep being flailed at like I'm bad because I feel tacky a little sometimes.

Making Up Rules Just for Me Like I Don't Matter Racially

Like, if I get upset when eating, all the food commercials are there to be suggestive to me and make me mad I can't eat how I like.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private pretended I did something wrong and said someone I like won't do something they suggested to me.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are being mean like that's okay.

I was just going to the kitchen to get water.

Problem

My dad is being mean to me on purpose again but not to anyone else, and I kept wanting him to stop and then a bad word came to mind and my dad and mom are acting all ballistic and bemused like I have to lose a relationship I just got, like clockwork.  My dad thinks he has to believe his mom and his little sister has a say in my life, his oldest little sister.

Problem

They keep acting like they can abuse me because they are nice to me, too.

Problem

They said I have to associate with someone how I don't wanna cuz I keep turning their hurt away.

I'm guessing

they wanted to pretend there was a reason - sounds crazy.

Problem

They keep acting like I did something wrong.

How would it be right

to say I deserve to be in trouble while others "bask in glory" in inappropriate ways and setting me up to feel good forgetting about me?  They were forced by others.

Problem

They said I was in trouble like I offended someone and I don't know if there is s reason.

This just in

They said my dad's oldest younger sister wished this extended nonsense about inappropriately stimulating someone I look up to.

Problem

People keep getting mad at me if I did something that I would rather not at any point in life, by accident etc.

Regiment

That I will never get something important to me emotionally because I believe they are bad and they think I'm on some social program with them and that I could have simply done better.

Problems

They keep pushing someone to think about what they want for eternal life and took away my earthly relationship with them partially.

They are gonna judge me if I strongly disagree with something someone made me think.

Problem

People are trying to say I'm associated with others as a bad person.  They also say I fought when I just have the right to judge what I want and was extremely mortified and unjustified compared to other people.  I'm not mad at anyone but feel like they are saying my life is over as I know it and not getting better as a whole. They are all rosy happy I'm in trouble and don't seem to understand why it's like that for me.  They think I did something and don't deserve attention and remain fixated on that idea.

"Taking Action"

People think me getting attention from someone of a certain culture is too good for me.

Problem

I posted a picture of me as a baby, and people involved monitoring me in private made all the disgusting parts of mean black males masturbate it.

Church

A lady at church keeps on my case bothering me cuz I closed my eyes at the retreat when tired.  She's older than me and from this area.

Question

So, why was that more older man I liked so mean?

You think

it's okay to say I'm in that big of trouble.

You're just set up

to be mean to me.

What

What do you think you are racially?

Problem

They keep saying I give in to them.  They wait for me to stop being interested in the fight.

Funny Thoughts

People are superstitious that certain related things must not be processed because it will make an imprint.. rather than communicate nor to help make it better by thinking about the problem to solve what it was.

Problem

They have some people out there treating me like I'm crap.

They take out their delayed hormones on me.

Problem

They keep bothering me.

Problem

They won't stop being bad just to me.  Racists!  Nazis!

Problem

They just keep freaking out if I do something weird or if I get upset and can't handle something in my thoughts.

Problem

They keep acting up.  They are so fussy.  They keep wanting me to be in trouble, like for posting this, for example.

Problem

They said I lost a relationship cuz I'm upset they keep coming on like I'm bad.

Funny

Why do they think my dad's oldest younger sister needs to take the place of my mom?  I can feel her patterns in their thinking I'm being bad, like in posting this for example..

Problems

The people monitoring me in private keep saying I can't have my last big relationship if I think off one thought, now.

They accuse me and judge me and my private thoughts and getting by, like a slave.

Problem

What if he accidentally took advantage of her weaknesses or soft spot?

I figured it out.

That man follows protocol on stimulating Late Boomers and is casual in a way the woman is.

Problem

A more older man I liked keeps insisting I want him to inappropriately stimulate me.  It seems to suggest he wants to take away my relationships with a more older woman I look up to and keep inappropriately stimulating them to bother me.

Why is this man

going over?

Apology

for that night I was upset, but oh well you can see me as trash

Now, I may be messed up, but..

..there are some people I can tolerate and some people I can't that I actually loathe in reality.

cont.

It was that it was not for me but for someone else, and he had to pretend I wanted it.

Problem

I think that more older man I liked just admitted he did it, like nothing just happened.

Problem

They keep having people communicate with me like they like me.  However, they keep bringing them up only to say I'm a problem and to have other people get involved like I don't care inappropriately stimulating them or testing them or threatening they will, like it's something they like when it isn't something they like.

Problem

A more older man I liked keeps inappropriately stimulating a woman I looked up to.  They can't even talk to me anymore, or else they will inappropriately stimulate them.  I was never supposed to meet the man, too.

Problem

They keep trying to make me feel bad acting awkwardly.

Problem

They hinted someone I look up to was the parent of others and I was threatened to death if I ever thought they were more to me than they said they were.

Problem

My little brother thinks there's nothing wrong with how he treats me.  He just thinks I'm in trouble.

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

My brother channeled energy to my hand and made the grip lose and it still is like that.

Problem

They joked around and said I had to do something for someone else instead.

Problem

They keep threatening me, my relationship.  Give it a rest.  This is my life, not yours.

Problem

They are being inappropriately stimulated.

Something happened to one of my eyes.

Threat

They are threatening my relationship.  I think it's over.

Problem

They won't stop talking about crossing their eyes.

Problem

I saw in my picture what they did to my neck doesn't look as good.

Problem

They are rubbing in someone I don't wanna.

Problem

They said it again.

Problem

My mom said someone crossed their eyes.  They said they wouldn't do something that was for me.  She made me think of a bad word.  Now, they're gonna do something like saying they're supposed to take it away.

Problem

Because of the hotel, they keep making this person feel inappropriately stimulated.

Edit

I edited my last post.

Problem

The mean messages won't stop.

Problem

Why does what certain people say have to be something that happened?  I am not gonna smile when my life is ruined.

Problem

It seems like they got inappropriately stimulated cross-eyed.  Orlando was acting like they were funning teasing me and got into a stupor.

There's more...

I think she wanted to touch their private.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres wasn't the exception then.  Who approves of this?

Problem

I'm not gonna be happy all the time.

Problem

But now my life is ruined.

Problem

She is upset I felt upset about what she did..

Problem

Ellen DeGenetes wants to imagine someone I look up to as naked whenever something calls. She thinks I deserve that.  Why won't these pathetic people stop being a cause of ruining my life?

Problem

They might be saying it on point of death, pathetically.

Problem

They said the be the opposite of what I like, and the feeling lingers.

Problem

They are suggesting someone I look up to is the parent of others and not so good with me.

Problem

Well come on hurry up what's the problem will this be fixed?

Problem

When I encounter some people or anyway, they come up problems.

Problem

It won't stop.

Problem

They want someone I look up to to feel like the baby and me like a lump and like someone else I don't wanna, in some reality.

Problem

People were looking at me meanly and people are acting like I'm touching someone how I don't wanna!

Problem

These disliked older men keep acting like they can call on an old feeling of me wanting to get back at them for insulting me, like physically.

Problem

I don't have anything! People keep looking at me meanly. The people involved monitoring me in private think they got this, inappropriately stimulating me but like I'm shit.

Problem

They want things to pop up in my future.

Problem

I'm getting nasty hidden messages supposedly by someone I look up to.

Problem

They won't stop trying to stimulate me to someone how I don't wanna and replacing someone else I like they are supposedly being encouraged to take back being nice to me.

Problem

They want to ruin more than my head.  They want me to "go to" do someone I however don't wanna like I did something.  Everyone outside won't stop.

Problem

Supposedly, someone I look up to keeps acting inappropriately stimulated like a little kid, the way they appear in my life.

Staying Safe

The people monitoring me in private are concocting a lie about me because they saw I was upset about a sequence of events in which I accidentally thought harm on my parents for abusing me emotionally secretly telepathically and I realized why, that it could be seen as because of someone else and their saying they'll be mad if they're nice to me so pretend they did it.

Problem

I can't settle down before I practice.

Problem

They keep breaking my will to live.

Problem

They're lying like they're helping me.

Problem

They won't stop.

Manipulating My Life

The people monitoring me in private keep acting picky and making up stuff about what I really mean and they look foolish.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres won't stop ruining my life via people monitoring me in private because I cursed on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises in my room she put there for a long time.

Problem

They're trying to affect my body more with someone how I don't wanna.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private think they're okay.

Problem

I can't get rid of the feeling of that person.

Problems

My mom acted like the front of me was knocked out to someone how I really don't wanna.

Because I have a relationship, it's making my family mean to me.

Suck Ups

People keep trying to prove I can get mad by bothering me.

Sad

What if I lose my relationship cuza things like my dad?

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are very annoying because they angered me once recently in the bathroom when I was just thinking about how upset I was, a few bad words coming up, etc.

Problem

Now, I'm mad I've had a problematic relationship for a year, or a good relationship with problems.

Problem

They are getting people involved in bad ways in my relationship, like they have to ruin it a little and test it out for me and then get mad if I get mad.

Issue

They keep trying to make me think of my dad and his oldest younger sister in place of when I think of something else.

Even Them

The people monitoring me in private flash pages at me how they load online like they can lash out at my like this.

Problem

They won't stop!

Problem

They insinuated my only mom was my dad's oldest younger sister.

Problem

My dad is trying to affect my personal life..

Thinks She Got Me

She wouldn't stop pumping energy and made me upset at little things.

Problem

My mom tried to say it was true that the person I look up to gets giddy at things like the broom sweeping just because the US/world started to inappropriately stimulate them all the time.

They are just trying to make things worse.

Key Problems

It shouldn't be about if something like sweeping bothers someone.. or is it?

The Hotel

I ended up showing physical signs of anger.

Problem

They are still at me for what happened at the hotel and making this person seem stimulated inappropriately like they're knocked out each day.

Problems

They said someone I look up to became inappropriately stimulated by the US/world all the time like they're all that and just "used" me.  They think it's an open door for the person to feel like they're better than me.  They think this person can't even function if someone wants to sweep, when I used to use them too look up to.  I'm not very possessive, but I don't take that, people ruining the person I look up to as punishment and making them seem like a/the "baby."  I don't know if the thing about sweeping etc. was just a suggestion, but it came up more than once.  What's going on?  I didn't do anything, and this happens.  This is "unforgivable."  ...  People are settled down to work on this kind of thing, like it's okay.  I'm not bitter at if the person gets hurt because of other people.  I can't be upset with them and am not.  They may be upset with me, at least pretend.  It's hard when I'm attacked to think straight cuz it makes me irritated and it seems to be protocol.  Sometimes, it's a weird slip, and that's what they want to announce I'm in trouble.  Like, I'll think of a bad word by accident or action and not really exactly but something weird..  It's like they're turning this person into a baby in ways nobody thinks or cares about with themselves.  I'm sick of these new sinful fantasies every day, like something happened.  People are enacting them out like they're an annoying baby, like they have to be someone you can't look up to.  They are secure they are in control of what happens in my life and just coast thru their life.  They think they can make up for it, but a lotta lame things are happening, like a man I look up to feeling he has to get stimulated with this woman I look up to, via stimulating them inappropriately.  I think he's sorta ruined it.  I just thought he was cool, but he's withheld and wakes up to do this.

The people monitoring me in private keep telling me I'm bad when they make me mad like I meant to connect bad thoughts.  It's fine if someone is upset they happen to find out.  These people are annoying, tho.  If it's not all my fault, they helped cause it.  Sometimes, often, they treat me like shit like I don't matter.  They keep flaring up if they see I was really upset inside when I posted something and have to "tell" to everyone, and I'm always in trouble.

Ellen DeGeneres posted something related to death secretly and I've felt hurt like I almost died.  I don't see how that's cute and funny, but she seemed to want it to be, maybe cuz I didn't die.  She thinks I should be in trouble mainly cuz I cursed on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises that were in my room for a long time that she supposedly had put there.  I still suffer things like this.

I'm tired of the bad news that I see people with deep-seated issues with me, that I did something and am in trouble and it affects me and like I have to fix something or they don't care.  I don't endorse those people.

Problem

All these old relationships are fighting for the one I have now.

Problem

Since I was interested in adding to my relationships, this relationship scared away another one when I was, like, thru.

I'm not

really enjoying these people.

They keep pretending what I think is wrong.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are bringing me down and seem to be listening to someone, being mean to me for them.

Problem

People act like they are doing a favor to be mean to me.  They say, "Well, let's see if you did anything wrong now."

Oh...

...and they keep following my private thoughts and thinking, "See?" like they have control over me if I am indeed nice, like I never was and just gave in!

Blame

I don't ever thing violent thoughts nor words until Ellen DeGeneres said not to when she thought she had to be mean to me and she gave me a tough time I felt.

I can feel as tho..

I can feel as tho someone I look up to is feeling excited, looking at me serious like I'm in trouble otherwise, waiting for their inappropriate stimulations.

Problem

They started it and are trying to make me feel guilty.  Some people aren't any help to me.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private are coming at me trying to affect my face.

Problem

It messed up my life schedule, probably cuza my dad.

I have standards.

I don't need to be in trouble.

Problem

They are lying.

Problem

It looks like I've been put with the trash socially.  I'm with those people who are too too cute and don't have anything that interests them anymore.  They are too racially secure.

Problem

I'm stuck with annoying people who don't know how to do things who are determining my life.

Problem

They keep hurting me and telling me I did something wrong in the past.

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

They said they wanted someone else forever.

Problem

They keep ruining my life.

Problem

They acted like they just did it, all excited and final and morose.

Problem

They made me think who to replace me with, like I did something.

Problem

They're monitoring me like I have a problem, following me around like that.

Problem

They keep throwing mean things at me like they also have a grudge on me for getting upset at them bothering me like I don't understand.

Problem

They keep suggesting me as a problem.

More

They are trying to ruin my life.

People Involved

What, are they having hormones, a complex, etc., and want something to protect?

Problem

It's some sorta punishment for not having a perfect yet reasonable day in election for President.

Problem

Some people seriously think badly of me.  They probably play around but have some ideas about me.  They prevent me from talking to people who like me and make my experience very empty in ways, feeling threatened in my past about opening up.

Problem

So, it's supposedly okay I'm treated like a social danger.  Everyone makes such an ecstatic fuss about them, in a way.

cont.

It started after the world started stimulating them all the time.  Why are people acting like everything's cool and seeming confused tho?

Problem

They keep doing things like it's to bug me and are at me like I said I wanted to be with someone I like for eternity, invading their personal space.

Dunno Who Is Responsible

but suddenly or gradually I started mattering and they were given undue attention against their will supposedly but felt obliged to admit like how they are more popular and I must be hated by the world

Like "Going to Their Head" in the End, Supposedly Cuza Others

Ever since someone I look up to got inappropriately stimulated by the world all the time, I've begun to see mean messages snuck in they supposedly feel forced to have or have of me... saying I'm not that good now etc.

Problem

They keep being mean to me like it's okay.

Did you know

that dude stimulating the woman is trying to impress her, like mating season?

Defiant

I am happy for a younger female, but, instead of looking happy about themselves, they have to put in a fight against me when I didn't do anything wrong.  It's funny how other people feel so innocent but me and they think they should steal my relationships rather than share.

Who did this one?

Smart enough to say? it is interesting to analyze me like a specimen when I'm irritated?  Me?

It's just too bad.

I think my dad was being friendly.

Problem

What about how Ellen DeGeneres is mad at me for cursing on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises that were in my room for a long time that she supposedly had put there?  I keep getting bothered by messages that seem to materialize from her via things like the people monitoring me in private.

Problem

He's like one of those fish in the sea at rock bottom who lure in creatures with its light.

Problem

What has this guy got?  His family already distrusts his ways.  Funny how they were willing to put up with him, if this be so.  I wonder what he did.

Problem

This is so repulsive.

Problem

I looked up to this man, but this is, like, one of the worst things that ever happened to me.  I found someone I like a lot, and he is involved trying to do weird moves where the person gets inappropriately stimulated by the whole world, as he gloats.

Problem

An more older man I like won't stop messing with my relationship with a woman I look up to.

Bad Beasts

They want someone I look up to to cross their eyes like random punishment for me from something they think I did wrong in the past.

Problem

I said telepathically , "I have 'stupid.'"  The cars wanted to pressure me to going crazy is why.  Now, they think they have something on me:

Problem

I had my luggage out so my dad could bring it and he got mad and I said I was tired.  He irritated me after that.

Problem

I'm preoccupied by my neck.

Problem

The people are incompetent.

Problem

People keep leaking that I can't have my relationship.  Thanks a lot to those who cause shit.

Problem

I feel like my dad "lifted" someone I look up to to be giddy.

Problem

My dad keeps ruining my life, and it's not okay.

Problem

My dad keeps acting all funky rubbing in things he thinks I did wrong in the past to annoy me and I need this to stop.  It got me mad at the hotel, and now he's just even more mad.  I just had to release some anger.

Problem

Supposedly, someone I look up to was affected by my dad saying "door" = "cross."

Problem

My dad keeps making sure I have a bad life.

Problem

They keep threatening and hurting me.

Problem

My dad said it's "up old" for me something bad he thinks I did, like stretching on after I'm up the hill or something.

Cut

I have a 2 inch cut on my neck.

Problem

When I was upset at the hotel I felt like bashing my head.  I can still feel someone I look up to like they're laughing that they did wrong to my head and neck and it looks different and I can't get rid of the feeling.  It's like they went and copied someone else who's mean to me.

Interference

My dad keeps reminding me he made me physically upset at the hotel during the hurricane and thinks he can just bother me all the time.

My Opinion

I think the large amount of inappropriate stimulation that the woman I look up to has gone thru has only made things worse.  Yes, I said it's like she's better now, but we did not need it and it was bad for me.  I assume it was not good for her.

Orlando

So many people here keep piping in information like they're here to tell all about it but are being mean.

Anger

Everyone thinks they have to rub in that the woman I look up to said to say all these mean things to me somehow.

Problem

I have suffered socially in fame for years.  All of a sudden, everyone blames me for Hillary Clinton not becoming President tho I supported her very much so and spoke positively of her.  People all over the US and maybe world decided to inappropriately stimulate a woman I look up to all the time since, been almost a year, hard to believe!  The woman I look up to thought it was important to care about me and my experience, but now it's like she's "better than me."

Qusetion

Why does Orlando smile so much?  Now, I'm in trouble with the people monitoring me in private and I regret it, but it was bound to happen already.  Can you catch anything else?  I don't want anything bad to happen.

Pizza

Something bad happened once at a pizza restaurant and now my dad is ruining my pizza intake and probably making me this cranky.

He is superstitious and thinks his mom said "anything related means you're in trouble because of that."  He said whatever comes out of her has to be legit, so he can look up to his mom.

My Plan

I'm not even going to church at all now.  It is too much energy to take the bus, too, and I keep buying soda when I go etc. and wasting my money.  The other reason is I wanted to focus on 1 thing, violin, and have fun for now going to Disney World once a week, to appreciate, enjoy, and relax.  I keep taking things away, like keeping up with The Ellen DeGeneres Show, tho she supposedly also has to talk to people involved monitoring me in private to strongly irritate me.  I don't go to violin lessons.  I just coach myself now.  I took lessons for over a year tho this past school year.

Another More Older Dude

I like and looked up to has been at me, too.  I gave my pastor convenient little gifts and religious letters a few times after mass.  I think I'm in trouble because he's attractive, and, tho other people did it I'm sure in private and talked to him at length at public events and otherwise, "not everyone" could do it.

Being Followed

A more older guy I like and looked up to has been following along just to inappropriately stimulate someone I look up to.  That probably ruined it for me, despite my efforts.

What do I do? Just hope...

Why am I so upset lately?  I just am fed up with being in trouble from the past all the time all day from my dad.  I know I masturbated, not too too much but still, into a period before this hurricane.  I dunno what the people who monitor me in private do, but my dad is still annoying me I know.

This Morning

Well, I got my beauty sleep, but I woke up in trouble because I thought I made my life better after being in trouble and it "didn't go" to them.  Because Ellen DeGeneres makes me think of this word telling me not to think of it, I thought of the word "k***" when upset this morning.  I was also being assertive, upset at the people monitoring me in private, too.  It's too bad, but I don't wanna take whatever this is from whoever it represents or did it.  I'm probably still mad.  😕

In Trouble

1st, they said I was in trouble from a long time ago, in a weird situation.  They acted funnily and ended up just keep on bothering me and I became physically upset, like rough and weird.

2nd, they got mad even more because of that because they were already as mad as they could be.

3rd, the next morning my dad was acting sexually ridiculous.  I moved around a little to tell him to stop and he wouldn't!  I was being ignored, yet again.  I kept doing those things.  Now, there's a quietude like something worse will happen for me.

"Rules"

How can once incident blow my life to be treated horrendously just hoping in my mind I don't try to be mean back or act upset at all physically showing, or else?

How can I be faithful to the cause while other people just be mean to me like it's okay and I see they blow up if any accident of being upset happens to them?  I always come on and nice, and my stimulation is supposed to be being in trouble because of what my dad says.